Well just knowing your left and I got a shocked on this shocking information retrieve on website.
Thanks to the high development technology today that can link world wide.
Your left is a waste, a lost for the community. I can feel the persistence that you insist on things. I can feel that your contribution is a use for the societies and the members who surround you. I can feel that you keep this ill in silence until the moment you leave. Not many people knows that. And this already 2 plus years ago.
From the start that we knew you as our mentor. I remember that once you told me to hold on and not to be sad forever if someone's lost. Because you still need to live on and you are still alive.
I do pray (religiously) that your families and friends can now having the strength to live on and gay. Treat what you had left are those good memories even though a short one but memorable. 2 plus years, I figure this out quite late.
I'm not planning to letting my parents know this mournful information. and as you wish, will keep it still in silence until they question.
Rest in peace. Get a better life in your new one, as I do believe that everything in this universal is in a cycle.
We all will be meeting up again.
Deepest Sympathy..
Wednesday, 27 March 2013
Monday, 4 February 2013
New Year 2013
New Year, new dream, new life, new occasion, new thinking, new mind, new look....
The most excited goose-bumping feel that day. Oh hew ~ ~ ~ took a deep breath released after seeing the status is been approved. What ?!! Oh Yeah, that's it is.
Every when what's my mom think that I could not get it, and then, I got it. Thanks for the faith indeed.
Yes, this is all about application for the New Zealand Working Holiday Visa that I was eagerly wanting since last year. Overcome all the obstacles in my mind, my head, my think, with a minimal sort of application research, and then, that is the decision I made.
Clicking on the "Submit" which is so unconformable. And then started to think the "What If" theory. Oh Damn!
That is not the most suffering one so far. Yet, there are still a lot of explanation which consumes more of my energy and watery mouth to my parents for that planning. Fear, trust-worthy, and then she got a lot / more than of "What If" theory in her mind. Haizzz, couldn't them be more modernized.
And now, I would like to tell you what I'm thinking......
And I think, and truly think that freedom of growth, power of wisdom, uncovered mindset is the most important virtual for me nowadays. Am getting older and life been 25 more years now. And what do I get, what did I get? What do I have? Sophistication point of view, the maturity way of thoughts?
I do realize getting flying colors in my exams and they are just flying colours. Buying properties and earning money and they are just money and properties. You may think it is the most prosperous life you have with material. But "What If" ......
Seeing friends putting on their gown walking down to the aisle, seeing them getting profits buying shares and doing well sales. Driving nice car, living nice houses. And they almost own many things in their life, and then, they will have kids, and will be seeing them doing the same recycling life that they used to. Perhaps it will be differently odd, but still in the same cycle.
I hope that cycle will stop when my generation.
Respect not to the eldest one, but it is to degree: Respect to the characteristics and it always kept in heart NOT MOUTH! Polite not equivalent how you greet the respective, it is the manners that you present for something.
Fight is not brutal, but to show rights by emotional.
That's why Obama says : " change "
Not only Americans, but the nations with the attitude practicing in life.
Honestly, I never travel as far as this before, and I do remember once I got my degree in 21 age, jobs come first. I do not regret on what I did. For that situation, what I really need was "Money and car" And that saved me. Money was so important for me, working hard, pretending strong on my daily basis and it continuously living till now....
The world is as big as unimaginable. But why human's just thinking what's their ancestors thought. And ancestors generated to another generation.
I would rather adopt a child in orphanage instead giving birth my self. Getting a companion instead of getting married. Be a lobo instead obedient girl staying at house.
All those facts have changed my mind and it grows gradually. The innovation is still under implementation.
And please do forgive my rebel of such thinking.... *not being religious...
New Year ... NEW ZEALAND .. here I start my journey and hope it would never ends...
The most excited goose-bumping feel that day. Oh hew ~ ~ ~ took a deep breath released after seeing the status is been approved. What ?!! Oh Yeah, that's it is.
Every when what's my mom think that I could not get it, and then, I got it. Thanks for the faith indeed.
Yes, this is all about application for the New Zealand Working Holiday Visa that I was eagerly wanting since last year. Overcome all the obstacles in my mind, my head, my think, with a minimal sort of application research, and then, that is the decision I made.
Clicking on the "Submit" which is so unconformable. And then started to think the "What If" theory. Oh Damn!
That is not the most suffering one so far. Yet, there are still a lot of explanation which consumes more of my energy and watery mouth to my parents for that planning. Fear, trust-worthy, and then she got a lot / more than of "What If" theory in her mind. Haizzz, couldn't them be more modernized.
And now, I would like to tell you what I'm thinking......
And I think, and truly think that freedom of growth, power of wisdom, uncovered mindset is the most important virtual for me nowadays. Am getting older and life been 25 more years now. And what do I get, what did I get? What do I have? Sophistication point of view, the maturity way of thoughts?
I do realize getting flying colors in my exams and they are just flying colours. Buying properties and earning money and they are just money and properties. You may think it is the most prosperous life you have with material. But "What If" ......
Seeing friends putting on their gown walking down to the aisle, seeing them getting profits buying shares and doing well sales. Driving nice car, living nice houses. And they almost own many things in their life, and then, they will have kids, and will be seeing them doing the same recycling life that they used to. Perhaps it will be differently odd, but still in the same cycle.
I hope that cycle will stop when my generation.
Respect not to the eldest one, but it is to degree: Respect to the characteristics and it always kept in heart NOT MOUTH! Polite not equivalent how you greet the respective, it is the manners that you present for something.
Fight is not brutal, but to show rights by emotional.
That's why Obama says : " change "
Not only Americans, but the nations with the attitude practicing in life.
Honestly, I never travel as far as this before, and I do remember once I got my degree in 21 age, jobs come first. I do not regret on what I did. For that situation, what I really need was "Money and car" And that saved me. Money was so important for me, working hard, pretending strong on my daily basis and it continuously living till now....
The world is as big as unimaginable. But why human's just thinking what's their ancestors thought. And ancestors generated to another generation.
I would rather adopt a child in orphanage instead giving birth my self. Getting a companion instead of getting married. Be a lobo instead obedient girl staying at house.
All those facts have changed my mind and it grows gradually. The innovation is still under implementation.
And please do forgive my rebel of such thinking.... *not being religious...
New Year ... NEW ZEALAND .. here I start my journey and hope it would never ends...
Monday, 17 September 2012
Gold Coast Morib Resort- Birthday couponing 03-Aug-2012
Thanks Gillian for the accompaniment, for this coupon consuming.
a little bit fat of this
and I got this as gift.
Malacca Trip- 2D1N- 28-July-2012
It has been more than a year to leave some foot step at Malacca. While the previous dropped by was in 2009. Had purpose on that celup things together with the PD hot days. Met colleague that her home-town is just over here. take a chance to dropped by and get back to fun with portuguese seafood + that celup sauce.
it is just a photo-taking failure. Not everyone can well handle I-phone.
ride on the boat's view. With those, I truly think that government again waste a lot and claim it worth for tourism. and I do see, smell and feel a lot of tax payer money dumped on this river and that river sides to beautify all those things. Left is, few ah-peks watching us (We watch them as well).... speechless.
satay celup- yay!
a scene out from our hotel.
Gillian is telling us the cock story from Holland, but one of the ah-pek disagreed her.. Haha! * Go get some research why there is a cock-wind-sign at the top of the Holland Red house..
Szu Yee and I are both a good listener... while Gillian talk cock for all day trip ~
Monday, 25 June 2012
Lunching excitement as on "Friday is a happy day"!
With utilisation Of the couponing . We got to taste the latest release @ pizzA hut....
It is very interesting in this working environment that we
have been very exciting with the lunch break that we have. With a follower to
an MNC culture, we only have a 40 minutes lunch break from Monday to Thursday,
and One and a half hour on FRIDAY! TGIF!.
So what we could do for the only aiming on this Friday, the
excitement will always be there.
We’ve been in a cobra operation every Friday.
First, we need to have a mile of planning we will be heading
to.
Second, act fast to the destination.
Nevertheless, it is still hiccup there that we need some
punctuality to have our meal. No (+ )or (-).
SAD
Tuesday, 12 June 2012
Thursday, 4 February 2010
Got 2 days holiday-Conversation of 513 Malaysia Happening
yeah yeah, strumming my chords for these 2 days. I got 2 days holiday and i sleep till pass after 12pm. Hooray.
Watched "Woohoo" a CNY comedy movie series which stars by FM and Astro. Till after 11pm. got my brother into car and prepared to drive home. Four of us inside this situation, inside the car.
and the conversation starts like this. >
Brother: ah mi, ah pa, actually hor? how 513 incident happen in Malaysia?
Mom: All Malaysian having fighting that time lor. U go internet search la, or go see books, books got write mah ~
Brother: My teacher ask us to do project, he says he wants us to find the really "TRUTH" one, cannot copy from books or internet, must interview those people who really experienced it wor ~
Me: all die liao lor ~ " 含家产"
Mom: it happened hor, because of the erection time lor, that time we call DAP as rocket one. That time they won already, then ma go road there celebrate, then others no like what they done, ma use gun shoot them lor. first first leh ~ those people no matter u malay, chinese or indians, they also kill, but look see look see, really abnormal lor.... they only kill chinese, saw chinese then they kill, then we went into curfew lor... that time i very small (young) only. What to do, at that time MCA oso no power one, eventhough saw chinese dying in the situation.
Dad: No No. Not like one. At that time leh, that erection actually already very obvious that rocket would win for that territory already. Then had one Malay guy/gang, he went back to his kampung at Terengganu and Kelantan, bring all his macai and pay money for them and ask them go to KL area stand by. Once those chinese come out to celebrate leh, then they kill people lor, after that, we went into curfew, all of us also cannot come out. If you come out, they shoot you, its legal one.
Mom: Then that time leh, government or any parties bring another Gang B of macai come to KL and kill those Terengganu and Kelantan Macai lor. then there was those "read-head army" to help to kill all of them lor.
Dad: where got help help la, they all same same one.
Mom: that time we not even allow to see through the windows or doors, if they found you, they will shoot you. Then hor, got break one, after 7pm, they allow you to come out buy things, buy food or anythings, lucky i just stayed beside the grocery. Then one hour go back curfew.
Brother: then how come the incident gradually faded away? What should I write in my project?
Mom: Aiya, u have to careful to write things ah. I still remember that time leh, those army will on hand some "手榴弹" then hor, it makes your eye veryy pain one.
Dad: that one is "催泪弹" .. if its a bom, you die liao lor... many areas in KL also very kelam kebut ler ~ that time remembered was screening 负心的人 at 大华 cinema at Jalan Pudu there. Then when people all finish watch that movie come out from cinema, those macai use shoot gun to shoot everyone till death. Samo had one was a pregnant woman, her intestines oso come out.
Brother: then how come this incident not continuesly happen?
Dad: that time if we continue curfew, all cannot do business, all cannot survive, the economy oso will bad ma. That time government also thought like that lor.... that time is who ah? AH~ tun razak lor.. Najib's father..
Me: = = long story.
Mom: then ma we can come out to live already lor..
Brother: how can 513 link to priviledge of the Malays after the incident?
Mom: that's y lor, after that, Malays have proviledge and we all continue to live lor.
Reached home.... ended.
(You may find different version of things saying by different interaction with different backgrounds of people. My mom and dad was jus 5 yr and 15 yr old that time, both of them not meeting each other yet, both of them was argueing the statement that raised out by my Brother till we reached home. Why not don't just look on the books and internet that what people A sayings, but hearing to what people B says as well)
Watched "Woohoo" a CNY comedy movie series which stars by FM and Astro. Till after 11pm. got my brother into car and prepared to drive home. Four of us inside this situation, inside the car.
and the conversation starts like this. >
Brother: ah mi, ah pa, actually hor? how 513 incident happen in Malaysia?
Mom: All Malaysian having fighting that time lor. U go internet search la, or go see books, books got write mah ~
Brother: My teacher ask us to do project, he says he wants us to find the really "TRUTH" one, cannot copy from books or internet, must interview those people who really experienced it wor ~
Me: all die liao lor ~ " 含家产"
Mom: it happened hor, because of the erection time lor, that time we call DAP as rocket one. That time they won already, then ma go road there celebrate, then others no like what they done, ma use gun shoot them lor. first first leh ~ those people no matter u malay, chinese or indians, they also kill, but look see look see, really abnormal lor.... they only kill chinese, saw chinese then they kill, then we went into curfew lor... that time i very small (young) only. What to do, at that time MCA oso no power one, eventhough saw chinese dying in the situation.
Dad: No No. Not like one. At that time leh, that erection actually already very obvious that rocket would win for that territory already. Then had one Malay guy/gang, he went back to his kampung at Terengganu and Kelantan, bring all his macai and pay money for them and ask them go to KL area stand by. Once those chinese come out to celebrate leh, then they kill people lor, after that, we went into curfew, all of us also cannot come out. If you come out, they shoot you, its legal one.
Mom: Then that time leh, government or any parties bring another Gang B of macai come to KL and kill those Terengganu and Kelantan Macai lor. then there was those "read-head army" to help to kill all of them lor.
Dad: where got help help la, they all same same one.
Mom: that time we not even allow to see through the windows or doors, if they found you, they will shoot you. Then hor, got break one, after 7pm, they allow you to come out buy things, buy food or anythings, lucky i just stayed beside the grocery. Then one hour go back curfew.
Brother: then how come the incident gradually faded away? What should I write in my project?
Mom: Aiya, u have to careful to write things ah. I still remember that time leh, those army will on hand some "手榴弹" then hor, it makes your eye veryy pain one.
Dad: that one is "催泪弹" .. if its a bom, you die liao lor... many areas in KL also very kelam kebut ler ~ that time remembered was screening 负心的人 at 大华 cinema at Jalan Pudu there. Then when people all finish watch that movie come out from cinema, those macai use shoot gun to shoot everyone till death. Samo had one was a pregnant woman, her intestines oso come out.
Brother: then how come this incident not continuesly happen?
Dad: that time if we continue curfew, all cannot do business, all cannot survive, the economy oso will bad ma. That time government also thought like that lor.... that time is who ah? AH~ tun razak lor.. Najib's father..
Me: = = long story.
Mom: then ma we can come out to live already lor..
Brother: how can 513 link to priviledge of the Malays after the incident?
Mom: that's y lor, after that, Malays have proviledge and we all continue to live lor.
Reached home.... ended.
(You may find different version of things saying by different interaction with different backgrounds of people. My mom and dad was jus 5 yr and 15 yr old that time, both of them not meeting each other yet, both of them was argueing the statement that raised out by my Brother till we reached home. Why not don't just look on the books and internet that what people A sayings, but hearing to what people B says as well)
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