Well just knowing your left and I got a shocked on this shocking information retrieve on website.
Thanks to the high development technology today that can link world wide.
Your left is a waste, a lost for the community. I can feel the persistence that you insist on things. I can feel that your contribution is a use for the societies and the members who surround you. I can feel that you keep this ill in silence until the moment you leave. Not many people knows that. And this already 2 plus years ago.
From the start that we knew you as our mentor. I remember that once you told me to hold on and not to be sad forever if someone's lost. Because you still need to live on and you are still alive.
I do pray (religiously) that your families and friends can now having the strength to live on and gay. Treat what you had left are those good memories even though a short one but memorable. 2 plus years, I figure this out quite late.
I'm not planning to letting my parents know this mournful information. and as you wish, will keep it still in silence until they question.
Rest in peace. Get a better life in your new one, as I do believe that everything in this universal is in a cycle.
We all will be meeting up again.
Deepest Sympathy..