What a "What the Hell" feeling after the class over on that day!

Felt so angry of such impolite manner that faced on my teaching class.
I really do not know how to describe this until I have confirmed the observation for this situation.

Tsk Tsk Tsk

Tea and me somewhere is PJ. Selangor

While I am spending my time before my music class begins at 5pm. Christchurch is now making me aching in head after planning my Sydney and Krabi trip. And Krabi is kind of TBA for me. And it is just a pending trip between me and my mom.

I got another itinerary detail not put in the list yet which is the princess or the lanjiao temple way to in some a called island tour.

Now, just left a tea, laptop and a mouse on my table. Mingling my head where to stay at Christchurch for the September ends. It is now snowy in New Zealand, I love it actually, pile of snow on my face. Yum, thinking of ice kacang. Yum. But I will not take the snow, Hmn no, no, .

This afternoon is just letting me to sneeze or not. The Haze outside made the sight so blur, everyone was just wishing to search a place with some fresh air. Like a little Tea with me. Where this time I can think of my future then. Thanks to Indonesia not? Just an irresponsible country to say.

When people asking what do you/I want in my career path, I answer : " I dream for future, not career path" career is just a small portion in my dream, and I wish to sleep long, so the dream will continue thoroughly.

Playing music via technology or with my voice and hands will also lead me to a future, where it might not is a career for my dream.

Somehow, planning some getaway is the best escape to fulfil my dream comes true.

I wish to stay with a place which is clean and fresh enough but letting my foot step not to stop in sudden.

I love the irish cottage look house that I can spend some time with all the plants and pets in the garden. My house, then not to be as big as mansion, the car will just enough me with my accompaniment. However, I love the twinkling lights in the big cities like vegas and NYC, walking with many people and making my self rushing on a runway stage. But I hate Crime, hate people's arrogant and I hate to be stupid.

I believe that there is a place that suit me one day, I wish to explore the world. I just don't want to be a normal sitting office lady with a routine scheduled tasks and some what some politics and gossip like in the improper fish market and mainly in asian culture fish market.

Politics is thus important in the grape vine chain culture in office, and it is a very good topic in one of my planned research study with the main title of Human Resource. Technology then, the civilisation.

Thomas Friedman is an inspirational author that he mentioned wide in globalisation-ed world. While, many still under "sit" in this. (Opo of understand). It then lead me another new topic in my mind.

I will do it and complete it in one day with these topic queuing in my mind.

A step forward, I will never again a frog beneath well. Somehow, my mind need to save me out from the well. I am outing from that very soon and one day before my death, it will be worth living with a beautiful life.

Thanks to the gossip girls beside my table talking about their very own office politics in DHL for giving me wonderful idea in writing this post this afternoon.

I need to prepare for class. =)

Do not put your own assumption on others expectation. Vice Versa

After months of Japanese class. I am now able to put out some little phrases to convince public here.
Haha, and well, I am lucky enough to get a piano teaching job near that area before my depart.

Well, it is so lucky.

I do not know what more does the adult expect me to me more over. As I can now survive and live lively. I mean the older adults.

And I have being so numb to talk to my father already. And there's no conversation with him since "Don't know". Just lazy to open my mouth wide for him. Useless.

I do have doubt on this page, sometimes, it could be shown in my facebook page, and sometimes it just be invisible for others.

Due to the very heavy work load and life crumbs these days, speaking out through written my blog is just making my finger, move, not move, move and not move.

My mind keeps controlling me, and just shout, what you want more till? to the adult. What they want, but not I want. They really do expect I do things that not even in my life plan. I may take the road less travelled. And at that time, they think it is a short cut either way. I wish I can ask them : "What else?" . (with a knife on my hand) . Whether that I kill you, or, I kill myself.

They have no right to infringe my own expectation that leads, should I lodge a case to court on this?

Having no idea how could this surrounding ends. Unless, they are all death. Playing death, being death.